Finally after hustling for 11 months, the journey of first year has come to an end....
It's been a pretty great one..
Today, I don't wanna keep talking about how were the people I met, or how many memories I made this year. This time it's gonna be just about myself.
To understand oneself is a big task and kudos to those of you who are successful in it. For me it's always been a complicated task and trust me till date I haven't understood myself that well (probably that's why crushes remained crushes and stories remained Stories lol).
Mbbs helped me understand that it's neither difficult nor wrong to believe in myself and go ahead with what my heart suggests (in terms of the course and professionally lol).
For me in person, it's been a really long journey where I learnt that I love trying to be better than others but I tend to fail miserably and constantly get over shadowed by others.
I learnt is that it's totally normal to be yourself and not pay heed to what random people talk coz dogs are gonna bark and you can't stop them can you.
It's always said that being good to others is great and being selfish is just a baad mentality, but trust me in this world it's not necessary to be good towards other people and not thinking about ourselves. No one's gonna come and pay or bills, or solve your issues even if you've gone beyond your way to help them. That's the human nature. Situations can turn anyone against anyone and no amount of goodness is gonna help there.
There were a lot of scenarios where I was wrong, there were scenarios when I was wronged, but either ways I never did anything to rectify the issue ( probably for the best).
It's time to learn from the past and trust myself coz I'm my only company until the end of time.
Probably people aren't gonna like what I've written today or they may still talk crap but trust me it doesn't matter anymore coz I've got a lot of stuff to thing about, and a lot of genuine people to stick along.
Thanks for bearing with me until here!